I got banned from my own discord server..... Here's how it happened.

09/11/2022

Written by Crazy_Desire 

Yes boss, you heard that right. On Monday the 7th of November 2022, I was kicked out of my own server. I knew it would happen mere weeks before, and I may have pushed for the ban, but it was inevitable.

Do you lot think I did something bad? Cmon laddies, I would never do anything bad. I'll explain why I got banned in due time, don't worry. It's a very interesting and its gonna be a heck of a ride, so fasten your seatbelts lads! Its time to go to story town!

P.S. Seb got banned as well, but I'm a narcisstic degenerate, so........ Not my problem n g l.

The beginnings (March 2020)

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I joined discord in December 2019 (around the same time I joined twitch), so I could talk to my streamer friends and join other youtuber's community. I was a discord noob then. It took me a while to get used to discord, and 3-4 months later, I decided to start my own server just to talk to Mountain on along with other friends I met online. Here, I would post dumb shit instead of posting it on others, so I couldn't get told off. As time went on and I liked the idea of having my own community and being able to do "my way" of opposing to following others way, I started to occasionally stream. I won't talk about much about my twitch journey, but I used my twitch to grow my following on discord.

Friends and viewers of mine would join the discord, and I could interact and kinda "continue the stream banter onto discord".  I couldn't stream constantly and make jokes but I could certainly make a lot of jokes and have lots of fun on discord. Slowly but surely, the discord server's identity grew into its own beast. I had found my stride with it, complimenting it well with the twitch channel. 

I would argue the server hit its peak and started its downfall around when the Crundies happened. The Crundies was a monumental success (and it will have its own blog post soon). Here is where the discord community came in full force, voting for other members of the community. Unfortunately, here is where a certain person named Seb would cause the first real crack in the discord server.  

The first crack (Dec 2021)

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A trial was streamed (yes, I full on trial with graphics). I was the judge, Juice and the others where the jury and witnesses, mountain was the mediator and Seb, dear Seb was the defendant. Now, you probably already know what Seb did, yes that is correct! He posted naked black men kissing, pictures of Juice calling him fat, racist remarks towards black people and anti LGBTQ+ comments! At first, he was temporary suspended, but as the crimes kept coming after his release, a trial had to be done to decide the fate of Seb and what punishment is fitting for him.

Luckily, the trial was a win-win scenario with Seb fully retracting his statements and "pledging" never to do them again, otherwise, he would face the punishments. The trial was long and painful, but we got their in the ends. Both parties were not fully happy, but atleast they weren't angry and sending complaints every two seconds at me about seb. Despite the success of the trial, sebastian broke the pledge several weeks later.........

The discord riot (April 2022 ?)

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As sebastians antics got worse, I was forced to stick him in jail for a whole month. The pressure from others in the discord were too much, but I NEVER anticipated how heated it actually was. I thought if I kept punishing seb, sticking him in his own jail for literally weeks with zero contact to others in the chat would be fine. But seb really got into the others head, despite him not being able to post or see their chat for weeks. Maybe since seb was not banned on twitch and could still interact with them, he could get his wringley hands under their skin. 

On one random day, I full on riot occured in my discord, people were calling for seb to be banned. And who let this riot you might say? It was my moderator and bodyguard on my discord, Mr Jaajko. I couldn't believe it. My only discord moderator, who was meant to keep the discord in check as wanted to slowly pivot away from wasting hours on discord every day, was causing full on riots instead of upholding the values and traditions of the server and keeping everyone happy as asked. I felt betrayed. I paid this man £10 ffs, even though I didn't have to. I was not having it, I fake hid seb so people thought I actually banned him so I can make everyone be quiet. 

BUT MY BODYGUARD HAD OTHER IDEAS! Instead of obeying my commands and asking for him to stop the riot, Jaajko began to snitch and ratted out to everyone that I hadn't banned Seb, and forced banned him with his powers. Now, everyone in the discord riled up, including me. I was so pissed off but decided to not to show it since I wanted to keep the discord a happy and fun place to joke around. I knew from this day, that this will never happen again, that the discord server would never reach its heights and where I wanted it to be. I secretly stripped Jaajko the power to ban people, as other members started to leave, accusing me of siding with seb and telling me that he was still here EVEN THOUGH HE WAS BANNED. I don't know who spread the lies of this but I certainly knew who could not be trusted.

Jaajko found out that I had stripped him of the power to ban, so he decided to leave the server. How fricking nice, my paid moderator just left the server after destroying it to pieces. Over the coming days, I managed to slowly and surely piece the server back together, brick by brick, but the heart of the server could never be replaced. That was utterly destroyed.

Aftermath and downfall ( June 2022 and onwards)

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Unfortunately, around this time, I had started to stop streaming due to personal reasons mainly.  I managed to get seb in the server locked in his prison, and managed to justify it as being able to "punish him". But I knew all was lost. I knew my twitch career was dead and the subsequent death of the discord was imminent. I honestly did not care what seb or others started to do in the discord and if they pissed each other off. I was truly over it. If you entertain children, you have to expect childish behavior. They do not know how the real world works and how to be civil.  As I prioritised my work, health and other IRL things, I decided whether nuking and deleting the server should be done. 

I put up a poll on the discord, and surprisingly everyone voted for the server not to be nuked. I was gonna do a presidential event to hand over the discord to someone, but time constraints and lack of interest killed this idea.  So over 3-4 weeks ago, I jokingly put the server on sale, stating I'll take the best offer. Little did I know this was going to be my undoing. 

After some awful offers from the brokies in the chat, Jaajko offered the 5 euros he sent me months prior which I did not even notice. I sold the server to him and gave him the discord server. The discord server was pretty much dead with literally just me posting most the time, it was time to move on. But I did not know Jaajko's and the others wrath was still strong even though everything was burnt. Unfortunately they have not learnt that Wrath amongst the other sins are just black holes of emptiness and true revenge will never satisfy you. He swifly banned seb a while later for no reason after a few days, despite seb not posting nothing on the discord server for weeks. How completely uneccessary and petty, but I did not care tbh, It was his server, he could do what ever he wants.

Three weeks ago, I was being bullied in chat, after posting my finance stuff in the discord. After being insulted as a brokie, I was swiftly thrown into seb's jail for arguing back. I knew eventually I was gonna be banned and was not valued in this toxic community. The joke had gone too far many times over the course of the server's lifetime, and this time I could not be arsed retuning the joke back to the safe zone. I knew the next time I piss off Jaajko in discord for the most minor thing would cause me to be banned.

And that day was two days ago. Just some fun spiralled into chaos after I mentioned the cursed word, "seb". The chat got triggered. My alt account "crazybot" was removed and after being insulted and abused, I and Mountain where removed banned from discord. Mountain got banned for saying he hates neopronouns. I never interacted with this as we had transgenders in the chat because I didn't want to piss either side off so I just turned a blind eye. The best option tbh. But I can finally say it right now, I agree with mountain, neopronouns are utterly useless, FUCK LIBERALISM, fuck feminism, fuck this entitled generation who thing they deserve everything and blame them on now obtaining everything because everyone is apparently transphobic, racist or able-ist. I'm sorry, to break it to you, but the heterosexual, white, able-bodied MALE is doing good in life, not cause he didn't work his ass off and struggled for it, but because of his labels. 

I can't get cancelled here, so I can say my true opinions here without me losing all my followers. MOUNTAIN IS CORRECT! I really enjoy drama and like having seb around to post sus shit cause its funny! I ENJOY IT. THERE I SAID IT. I don't want to here about all this gender crap, and insults towards me. I don't care if your aroace, just stop mentioning it every 2 seconds, I got the point ffs. LIBERALISM is literally the scurge of society and I'm glad I'm out of this loop. I can't have an opinion without getting absolutely abused by brainwashed teenagers and young adults. I just want to have fun chilling with the bois.

Anyways, thats all for now, join the mailing list down below laddies <3.  Edit: I won't be removing my comments about liberalism here. This blog is about keeping it real and it's about my life stories. I try to keep it factual as possible.


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